Being loved or hated?
Today, I was inspired by thought
about what I’ve faced and got until now. There are a lot of sadness than
happiness. But, I take this such a special gift from Allah. Why so? It’s
because Allah know, I’m stronger than I think.
Berbicara masalah dicintai atau
dibenci, which one do you prefer?
I believe, most of you will think
that being loved is the most precious one in your life. In other hand, for me
it isn’t all of it. Being loved sometimes only make you stay longer in your
comfort zone, without looking around or realize what you have done. You need
more motivations to do something, when you still in your zone it means you will
neva do something out of the box.
Last night, I thought “Maybe Im
still hurt someone heart, and Im being hated by you.” How could I know?
Ternyata, hingga sekarang all of my socmed accounts are being blocked by you.
Maybe, untuk sebagian orang ini gak penting, karena semuanya udah berlalu. For
me, it isnt finish yet. As long as dianya ngerasa tersakiti, sampai kapanpun it
is my sins.
Maaf. Mungkin ga bakalan cukup
untuk ngewakilin apa yang udah didapatkan. But.. may I know whats the big
reasons that Im still being hated?
Sekarang, Im looking for some
chances, to make some of them become real. Yah, mencoba nerajut kembali satu demi
satu apa yang seharusnya dicapai dan membuktikan kepadanya bahwa ini tidak akan
pernah ada akhirnya.
Perasaan bersalah yang masih
betah di fikiran, mungkin bakalan kabur ketika semuanya datang. Ill prove it,
keep spirit for us. Semoga kesuksesan selalu bersama kita. See you on top! Maybe, someday..
